Wednesday, July 12

Cuidar. Till It Hurts.

here's a line from Cuida by Sugarfree:

Nais kong maging saysay ng aking buhay ay bigyan ang iyo ng kulay

i know it sounds really sappy but the weather's been absolutely dreary that it just makes you want to feel all sentimental and stuff. hay. i feel like i'm back in high school. i wish i could still write poems like i used to. hehe.

the thing is, i've heard the same kind of song before. some guy wanting to hold the world up for the love of his life. bumenta na 'yun eh. i never did like songs that tried to convey that because it sounded so cheesy. like they were delivering line after line after line. but i like sugarfree so much for sounding so sad always. weird noh? the first i heard it i thought, "he must really want to take care of her so much that it hurt, he sounds like he's pleading, or crying, or something."

don't you just feel that way sometimes? feel something so good, it hurts? want something so bad, you end up tormented just to get to it? there are times when you just want to make everything right for someone else and you get yourself all worked up over it, not thinking about what good it'll do you. okay. so i've got my own superhero complex, even though it's obvious i couldn't do much right now. the rain makes me think of things i don't usually dwell on regular days. just goes to show how much of a sucker for drama i really am.

4 comments:

.Bianx. said...

ano barsch?! ano yang drama-logue na yan? meron ba kong hindi nalalaman na nais mong malaman ko (dahil ikaw ang laman ng isip ko...ikaw =ang laman ng puso ko...nais ko ay malaman mo-hu-whow) --->sencya, mali-maling lyrics.

rach said...

haha. you make me laff. at dude, may comment moderation ako. haha!

wala. pag inlab lang talaga ko, na-aaning ako...

but you know that already. hahaha!

Anonymous said...

"feel something so good, it hurts?" --> aba aba...mwehehe. wag kang mahahawa sa kaibigan nating tarsier sa kadramahan ng walang dahilan ha. haha!

rach said...

di naman tulad ng kay tarsy yan ano! hehe. it's a good thing... basta. parang ganun. at sino ba mas madrama sa atin, hmmm?